Monday, February 14, 2011

will you ALL be my valentines?

It's a little late to ask, perhaps. But what the heck.

I know I've been gone for a little while. I wanted to write, but I had a bit of a breakdown and I needed a break from this insanity. I've been reading your blogs diligently, but without commenting, because I needed to receed from the world for a little while. I'm still recovering (this is absolutely ridiculous) but I will try to write more soon. My manic panic (heh) exhausted me, which caused me to contract the flu, which basically just sucks. Interesting story, I know. Hopefully I will be back in action very soon!

I had to write today, because it is, as you all know, Valentine's day, which is a good day for me. There are horrific amounts of chocolate and sweets involved, yes, and some panicking due to that, also, but mostly it's a day about love and I have a lot of that to give out! I wore a skirt and a cardigan which I had altered myself, it was a sweet and innocent little outfit with pleats and a bit of lace, because I like dressing up and pretending I'm someone else, at least physically.

Most importantly, I love each and every one of my FORTY-NINE followers (WOW!) and bloggers I follow oh so fervently. You are beautiful, inspiring, talented individuals that make me laugh and cry and smile. How can I ever be lonely when I have all of you? I am the luckiest girl on earth!

If you ever feel lonely and rejected and stuck, remember my love for you as as deep as the ocean and as wide as the sky. It isn't much, not nearly as much as you deserve, but I like to think it's a little something to maybe brighten your day. Just a little. Maybe.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

i will be your valentine... even though i am waaaay too late!

Anonymous said...

Hello girls I have returned to blogger after trying to lose weight the healthy way and developing a better mental health I gave up I threw it all away to become "Delicate!!" Threw all my hard work away so I could eat from one extreme to another, to get to my goals quicker!! As many of us do we give up and think it will be easier and quicker to try a stupid diet which you only end up binging and back to square one!!

I am ashamed of my choices and want to continue down my path of being healthy!! I can not believe I nearly threw it all away!! I have decided to give it my all 100% and nothing less!! I will reach my GOALS but in a HEALTHY way!!

I too want to look great in a Bikini, in that Little Party Dress, in those CK Jeans but I want to ROCK them without feeling GUILTY, without LYING to all those around me and to not be KILLING MYSELF in the process!! I want to look HOT in ULTIMATE HEALTH and HAPPINESS, I want to have AWESOME SELF ESTEEM and I want to ROCK CONFIDENCE!! I want to earn the JOY of achieving HEALTH - HAPPINESS - SELF ESTEEM and CONFIDENCE the right way not the wrong way!! I want this more than anything in LIFE and I am going to get it !! It is now or never, there is no looking back!! Please support me and I will return the favor!! I choose to follow girls with distorted eating as I feel they understand what I am going through compared to "normal eating" girls they just think I am crazy!!

http://never----ever----give----up.blogspot.com/2011/02/one-place-to-another.html

I am putting this every where because I know I will influence at least one person out in this great big world to never give up and to keep trying!!