I listen to Our Lady Peace on a loop because it makes me think of you and it makes me cry.
Why I want this I do not know. It's like everything else I want. Pointless and petty.
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Holy crap, you do it too? I listen to sad songs and then briefly wonder why I'm still feeling so sad, and it's because I left my sad songs on the loop because I wanted to stay sad enough to cry out all the sadness so I won't have to feel sad anymore...
Sadly, reality doesn't really work that way, but it's a sadly nice way to go, if you're in the mood for a lot of crying and trying to feel worse than you felt before... Which does seem to be the way it goes, when the spiral goes downward.
I love you. I hope you're okay. I'm not really okay... I'm better than I was, but then again, I'm not listening to anything, just silence, and my thoughts... I should probably turn on the radio or something, but that's too much trouble.
But aside from all that, i do love you. Unequivocally. Love you.
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Holy crap, you do it too? I listen to sad songs and then briefly wonder why I'm still feeling so sad, and it's because I left my sad songs on the loop because I wanted to stay sad enough to cry out all the sadness so I won't have to feel sad anymore...
Sadly, reality doesn't really work that way, but it's a sadly nice way to go, if you're in the mood for a lot of crying and trying to feel worse than you felt before... Which does seem to be the way it goes, when the spiral goes downward.
I love you. I hope you're okay. I'm not really okay... I'm better than I was, but then again, I'm not listening to anything, just silence, and my thoughts... I should probably turn on the radio or something, but that's too much trouble.
But aside from all that, i do love you. Unequivocally. Love you.
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