apologies

I know my posts haven't been very interesting lately, nor did they contain any information at all. I'm stuck in a rut, and I'm not quite sure what to do about it. Lately, my days mostly consist of reliving the past, both the good and the bad times (mostly the bad). It's completely useless, mostly depressing, and it's making me restless with grief... What I wanted to say, is I'm trying to move on, I'm working on it, and I'm sorry if I don't comment or post as much any more. I still love you all, and read all of your posts, religiously. And I will be back to my former self, soon.

This isn't a good-bye or anything, I will still post. I just wanted to make all of this clear.

Food-wise, well, I haven't been focusing on food too much lately. Mostly on self-loathing. Yech.

But I don't loathe you, haha!