Maybe if I stopped eating and got really, really skinny the ones I love would stay and comfort me instead of leaving. It took me so long to find you and trust you, please don't go away.
Or if they did leave, after a while I'd be numb and bony and everything would be fine. Except not really at all.
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It works for a little bit, but after a while they get angry and leave and you're lying in bed with a tube in your nose while they all wait for you to hurry up and die or get better.
I've read far too many ED biographies :/
Love you so much Jillian. I'm not leaving *huggles*
Oh sweetheart, this really touched me, because I am going through something so similar at the moment with the last month of sessions with my counsellor i adore after 3-4 years. and my cpn left, and i want her back, and all these people i cherish leave and leave and i am left by myself, come baccccckkkk. I totally understand. I know I am nothing special, but I love you, and I wont leave you xxx
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