I don't have much time but yesterday I panicked and I scratched at my arms again. I hadn't self-harmed in a bit. I'm very disappointed in myself. But at least it let me get some sleep... I didn't bother to place the welts strategically. How long can I pull off wearing long sleeves in this weather?
Pretty much all my friends are gone to Montreal for uni so maybe no one will notice.
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I've pulled off black tights and cardigans for the entire summer...
isn't self harming just a blast. sarcasm. hope you are okay sweetheart, well, obviously you are not okay, but i hope you are finding ways to cope and manage - i am here if you need a rant/chat/support xxx
I understand the feeling. Oddly enough, my greatest weakness is picking at my arms until they're swollen, bloody, bruised, terrifying to look at, an obvious declaration of how fucked up I am. I do it, too, nearly every day. It's hellish. Why do we do it?
I wear long sleeves every day of summer, and have for years. I've finally gotten some courage to wear quarter-length sleeves, and the shortest they get is to my elbows. I only pray that no one notices, but when I open my mouth, the truth comes out, and it isn't the pretty one people want to hear.
I love you.
You could do a tanktop&long fingerless glove look or maybe a light shrug? Something a little different :)
*Huggles* Love you Jillian <3
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