Wednesday, June 6, 2012

I need to induce an episode of mania. I need the high I need the empty I need it now. I am so very disconnected from reality. But I'm sluggish. My brain is slow. I need the rush of summer, the hot hot heat of frenzy and insanity. I've spent too many hours staring at ceilings and everything I do is painful. I need out of this comatose

2 comments:

tori-maki said...

It's like you read my mind. I'm so ready to pick up out of this haze. You can do it!

Peridot (G+P) said...

Go find a sauna and lie in it with a big bottle of water listening to good music.

*hugs*