Right now I'm plagued with thoughts of driving sharp objects through my skull. Just out of curiosity. I'm sure it would be very painful and that I would regret it. But it makes everything a bit surreal. And my appetite is just gone and exams are over so I don't really know what to do with myself.
I'm really unwell. Maybe I'm sick. It's too hot in here and everything is just nausea and vertigo and tired eyes. Sleeping doesn't help. If I read I'll only feel more withdrawn. But I'm not unhappy. I'm rarely unhappy these days. This morning I made a snowman and usually it feels good to get out, there was so much snow and it was the stickiest snow, perfect for building snowmen and forts but I was all alone and I just couldn't do more than make that one snowman. I wish I hadn't left him alone.
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If you have an irresistible urge to perforate yourself may I suggest getting a new piercing? They're always fun!
And I don't want you to be stuck with a case of deadness before we get to chillax, ok?
Fuck I just said chillax >.< Slap me for it!
*Hugs* I hope yuo feel better soon. Go to a doctor, ok?
You should make calvin&hobbes style mini snowman minions, and have the big snowman ordering them onwards to rampage. Fuck that would be fun to build! We never get enough snow to do shit like that :(
Love you Jillian. Take care and have a good holiday times <3
Hello friend :-) how was your Christmas? Are you doing okay?
I wanted to thank yousoooo soooooo much for my card and letter, I got it this morning, and I love it, your letter really touched me so you succeeded in making one of my days a little brighter :) I'm going to reply to it this evening and send you a letter tomorrow morning :) Merci :) thank you a lot, it really made me smile. Please let me know you survived Christmas and I love you xxxx
Sending you a hug x
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